i think it sucks to be taken for granted.

i think only me and huiying gets this.

cos we r clearly the same sort of ppl.



hiphop was great last night

dancing makes me feel alive.
n it is actually my only hour of happiness.

b4 i launch back into my hectic daily schedule

topped with random daily irritants.

love to share something my dad told me that day


dun expect ur entire team to be as capable as u expect them to be.

in order to carry out a successful project.

set reasonable timelines.

when do we ever get reasonable timelines. i wonder

its either

no deadline. (cos nothing is being carried out)

or

to short a deadline (cos they figured there isnt anymore time for them to use on watching xia yi zhan xing fu)


human nature.
carn blame them for that.


sidetrack.

i m enemies with the mos burger milkshake machine!
and ppl who order milkshakes.

the horror of the milkshake monstarz!


back on track.

love to help.

hate her working attitude.

conclusion.
shall see wad happens.


funny.
even when i cut up labels and stuck them onto envelopes
i m still in the wrong.
cos i m being kpo
cos no one asked me to do it?

carn understand the complex human mind.



i think the newest entries on qunying blog are seriously a bunch of jokes.

i dun think anyone actually understands wad i m going thru currently.

except for tlp.

not even my qunying pals understand.

if they carn fucking tolerate me.

my straightforward attitude.

then jux fucking tell me straight


i dun think there is a fucking need to

guai wan mo jiao

to shoot me down and say

omg yuhan shud jux go kill herself
cos she said bad stuff about qunying

sorry i aint no saint like u ppl

if u carn fucking handle the truth
that is

we you are fucking not doing anything even trying to do something

then too bad.

now u noe y i carn click with ppl who are overly nice?

sometimes being nice is ok.

but if u choose to ignore the truth

n still fucking accuse me indirectly of saying bad stuff bout the grp
and being fucking negative bout the whole situation


think again

ur o so called "POSITIVE ATTITUDE" is great
i dun deny the fact that its good

but are u progressing?

the answer is FUCKING NO!

and still dare tell me

omg that person is not giving up on the group

ok now tell me

wad did she do again?

i really await ur glorious response


miss goody two shoes.



jux becos i point out the dark truth
that we are currently rotting

doesnt mean i m not doing any fucking thing


i gave up my family holiday for txy
did u?

if u din.

u are not worthy to speak of me in that manner



huixun. internal camp. work. chaoliu salad.

my life is pathetic.

:C


wad happened to my wonderful dance plans?!

argh.


kill ppl le la:C



有时候我怀念以前的我。
做的梦虽然远远的
想象是一种快乐。

拥有了
总是也失去什么
而眷恋原来会带来软弱。

怀念以前的自己。



i think i m pissing a lot of ppl off recently

yuhan needs to restrain herself more.

do not hyperventilate. do not hyperventilate. do not hyperventilate.


got a job at mos. pay not a lot
but at least it is enough for my dance open classes

bought my heels today.

odamnit.

its freaking high.
but i can walk in it. miraculously.

someone who never wore heels in her life.

hmm

i still love my converse more.

MY RED HIGH CUT CONVERSE!!!! ONE DAY U R GONNA BE MINEEEEEE


cargo pants for dance.
bon chic biker jacket
bon chic knitted off shoulder top.

all i wan for christmas is money.

n i m gonna work for it.
gogogo!


internal camp stuff are somehow starting to piss me off.
gahh. i guess this is part and parcel of working in a group rite.

go games comm
go yuhan


thurs is fam! i hope my heels dun break.



i think that life is really cool for me recently

dance like noone's business

i think i already had 6 lessons this week le

OMGNESSS

this week totally rock!


anyway quite apologetic to my txy pals.

was MIA from bg the whole of sat.

had lunch with tlp.

quite funny. cos her chilli covered chicken rice was damn spicy


games comm meeting was a success too.

even though only 5 ppl were at the meeting.


o wells. u carn blame irresponsible ppl for their irresponsible behavior.
they are labeled irresponsible for a reason.


shopping with yoga and liz tomoro
then checking out pepper lunch


nid my part time job soon.
or else there goes my dance plans

nid go skoo on weds to collect testimonials and other wadnot


prom on thurs. shitz haven buy shoes and earrings.
sum and yoga staying over. packed day


games trial on fri. looking forward to it.
hopefully it will turn out to be a success? i hope


sat. my fav day of the week. hiphop. popping and hiphop again!

busy week ahead


GO YUHAN!
JIAYOU!

p.s i dun laugh like a seal!



life is unfair.

yups and i already accepted this fact since i joined txy

like i was telling tlp today

txy has ppl of all sorts.

one day u might end up being appointed as a zuzhang without even knowing y

one day u might even find urself having to clear up shit.
which obviously does not belong to u.

hmm i wonder y

yuhan is not a generous person. i admit that i m certainly not the most generous person on earth. uh duh.


ppl are always telling me.
jux help la. wun die rite.

well lets see if "jux help la" works.

when the whole group is asking u for directions.
when everyone is asking u to help
when ur grades obviously suck
when u r thinking when can i finally start doing stuff that i like. aka DANCING

well if the whole world is asking u for help
n u use the jux help la attitude.

sorry but its sad to say that

u dun have a life dude.
u r living the life of someone else.
ok many others.

n thats way sad.



today i learnt something great from the qunying blog.

1. ppl make false accusations. without knowing the truth.
2. we only have 3 weeks to xiaban. good luck (yes it is meant to be sarcastic)
3. ppl jux hate the truth. even though they want u to be truthful.
4. yuhan u are so gonna get colonies of enemies.
5. its the hols. n ppl are still. mia? does this even make sense. o wait. it does. since it already happened. lemme count. for the past. 6 months? or more. o yes there is more.


phew. got all of this off my chest.
toodles.

now u can start bitching bout me.



yesterday was a damn cool day

hiphop2!!!!

gahh i love love love hiphop!:D!


it wasnt as difficult as wad i imagine

n i think allegra is really cool!

even though half the time i carn see a thing

managed to keep up at the end:D


i m not sleeping during class k:DDD


never felt so alive dancing:D

aww man popping is last lesson this coming weds.

going for open class and popping 2

thurs open class LA hiphop and Lyrical hiphop with danielle:D

yay!


cant wait:D

its ryan and gin:D

cj last lesson next sat too
quite relieved. cos i m losing interest in it le.
jux gonna get the shirt n be happy and done with

bboy storm! he is like damn cool. cos he is old
n he can dance so well

breaking. popping. locking

shit man

one day i shall be as cool as him.
:D